I wanna be one of those old grumpy guys with all the stories when i get old. i mean, i am that now, but when i get older i want it in spades. dont you think taht would be fun? how do you think you will be when you get old. i wanna get a tattoo of that painting "the screa" but get it all compressed, so that way when my skin gets all flabby and old, the painting makes sense. woot woot i am bored in class.

Just when you think you have defeated me God, i hatch me another plan to defeat you. i am kidding of course, but thank you oh lord for finally allowing my computer to install everything. it works great all the sudden. i am so thrilled about it because now it works better than before. i also got my adobe suite reinstalled and registered, which is nice.
also my portfolio is coming along slow.

i take one step foward and eight steps back. granted i am no longer really paying much mind what happens at school outside of classes, but it feels like the cosmos dont want me to move foward. my computer will not install any of the adobe programs i have. regardless of what i do, nor will it install any other programs. i even reformatted the whole thing. personal problems keep popping up, no matter where i turn. even amongst my friends i keep close, which really isnt problems so much as things they do or say make me feel put off.
its fine though, as i dont think they do it intentionally, so i just keep pushing foward. really thats all anyone can do right? push foward.
well that and drink.
it is hard to wake up sometimes, no matter how long i sleep. i woke up late for work today and didnt have any socks so i have a blister now seeing as how i ran here in shoes without socks. i hope i am not depressed, i mean. i dont think i am really, well, not more than any other human.
i think i will use up my 1 hour of allotted emo time tonight and eat a bucket of icecream. that is supposed to help right?

rigging is one of the easiest things i have ever done in my life. i dont know why everyone complains about it. it is not any more tedious than laying mains for a housing unit, or cutting out tub boxes. basically, if you can work in construction, you can be a 3d artist is what i am finding. this crap is just tedious, and long. people complain too much, me included, without looking at what they are actually complaining about. but oh well, i guess taht is the human condition.
speaking of complaints, apparently my licensing manager on my adobe suite has "failed catastrophically" and i cant reinstall it no matter what i do. the last thing, which i am doing today, is just reformatting my computer to its factory settings. i have left my computer compressing all my important documents so i can have my important work, but i am going to lose all my saved games and porn, which is a real drag but meh.
i should be working on my rigging midterm but instead i am typing this journal. it has been two hours and i have only to name my leg joints. i have been browsing the internet for the last hour and a half. such is ma day.